Confused!

I heard that voice after such a long time,

A rush of emotions sinked into me,

Red, blue, black and gray,

Over powered me,

Feels like I am floating across an ocean,

Moving towards a fog of doubt,

Unthinkable and confused,

I want to hold,

The hand of my destiny,

Before I take a step into the unknown,

Waiting for the voice,

I converse with myself,

Pretending to be me,

As you,

Echoes of the heart are humming they name,

Giving a new voice in the chaos of thoughts,

A question arises,

Should I trust my mind or listen to the heart,

They have both been not true to me in the past,

Who should I trust now?

They both have their desires,

They both are selfish, 

What they want is to dominate,

Control and complete obedience,

Of my faith, trust and ambitions...

Am I thinking right?

Or my feelings are deceiving me?

Feeling Blue!

With the advent of the evening, when the sun starts to go down to sleep slowly,

I look at the sky and start missing a face,

The innocent smile of time, gradual laugh of the moon, reminds me of the emptiness of my being,

As the stars starts to appear gradually,
the horizon becomes playground for my thoughts,

writing your name,
so the universe can whisper it to Him,

Reminding me of the innocence of today for the guilt of tomorrow...