Lost and Not Found

I am looking a way to ditch my shadow,

So both of us can announce,

Departure from our existence,

We can both say,

We have,

Lost and not found each other.

Why am I Smiling?

Dreaming big and strange,

surfing the wave of thought,

standing tall beneath the clouds of certainty,

unclear of present,

uncertain of my own reality,

looking for a sign of existence,

hoping for the truth to be revealed, 

shadows of darkness stands besides me in an elevator of time, 

covering the distance of believe, 

reaching the illusion of happiness,

satisfying my lust to masquerade again.