Sinking Heart

Unaware of tomorrow,

Uncertain about today,

Indifferent to yesterday,

I have a desire to disappear into the unknown,

Nothing inspires me,

While silence surrounds me,

With slow dominating sounds of sanity in my mind,

I listen to the gradual diminishing whispers of conversations,

With myself,

As I try to keep afloat,

My sinking heart offers me a refuge,

Unable to distinguish between realities,

I walk among the rest,

With my head down and a smile on my face.

Optimistic!

Talking to my heart,

I was lost with words,

Happiness filled the air,

Sorrows disappeared,

I am pleasantly optimistic about tomorrow,

Like a child waiting to open his presents,

Excited,

I await anxiously.....