Song of Sorrows

One by one,

Shedding tears in despair,

My smile getting stiff,

With no expressions of now and then,

I become rigged to what I see and hear,

Looking for someone to be blamed,

In and outside of my thoughts,

I close my eyes,

Shutting out my inspirations, 

Humming a song of sorrows,

Hanging on to hope, 

I wishper a story of tomorrow 

To myself, 

Reassuring a believe in,

What I can't see or hear,

A voice buried deep inside me,

Shouts at me,

Stop deceiving!

You are not leaving, 

You are not leaving, 

I open my eyes, 

Silencing the voices,

I see teardrops on the pillow,

I see raindrops on the window

Smiling on the similarity, 

Humming the song of sorrows,

I am hanging on.....

Let's be strangers again!

I wish, we could start over again,

Let's be strangers again

From us, we can be you and I, again

Let me introduce myself to you, 

Once, I was, yours

Someone not known to you now,

I am the stranger you will know, love and hate again

Do you see yourself changing in my eyes,

And

Becoming a estranger once again,

Are you the same, who would care and be indifferent again?

Or will you become a stranger again?

Are you my destiny or am I your illusion,

You still remain in my thoughts,

While I am in the heart of your dreams,

We both walk across the life,

Side by side,

We both live the same dream,

In separate times and in separate minds,

Unable to recognize each other,

In the desperation of solace from each other ,

I wish, we could start over again,

Let's forget, 

What we know,

Let's be strangers again...

Reaching Out to the Shadow of My Life!

Shadows moving along me,

On the path to tomorrow,

Racing with me towards,

The unknown,

Griming with me,

For a glimpse 

Of that somone, 

Hiding behind my desires,

Of lust and love,

Now and then,

Carefully, 

Crafting ambitions,

Of an undesired love, 

Casting me away from myself,

In a manner not known to me,

For now,

I am chasing the shadow of my life!