Melting in time

O! Shadow, O! Shadow,

Leave me alone,

I wish to be left alone,

I know, the choices I have,

Are; either to embrace,

The sun,

Look at it,

With my eyes wide open,

Or,

Confine myself,

In the depths of darkness,

With eyes wide shut,

O! Shadow, O! Shadow,

Come to me,

I need you back in my life,

I am on my way to be lost again,

My conscience calls your name,

Come and embrace me again,

Kiss me, hug me and hold me tight,

I am melting in time,

With all my might and ego,

I am losing myself to nothingness,

Becoming a memory, 

Like an old photograph hidden in the album,

Like a forgotten love song,

Like a poem to be unwritten,

Like a name to be removed,

Faded into memories, slowly and gradually,

O! Shadow, O! Shadow,

Don't leave me alone,

I am scared of being alone!

Screams!

Diving into my ego,

I found the skeleton of my dreams, 

Wrapped up in lust,

Hidden behind petty desires,

I find solace in desolation,

What is left behind,

Are just ashes of time,

Scattered across my smile,

What is ahead, 

Holds the future from my sins,

My heart screams for help,

In the silence of my thoughts,

I praise the one I love,

And ask,

Let me go!, let me go!

Confrontation

Sitting in front of my ego,

I am confronted with reality,

Everyday,

How simple it is, to see and smile?

The logic confronting the desire,

Crafting myself gradually,

Recreating in the image of my desire,

I hide behind the cloak of logic, 

Just to conceal my real motives,

Disguising myself with naked lies,

I stand tall with pride,

My ego yells at me,

I know it all, I know it all!

I smile,

Letting the desire to conspire,

It whispers quietly in my thoughts,

I want it all, I will have it all!