An unfinished dream

Yet again,

I find myself,

In the middles of an unfinished dream,

Where, I am chasing the future,

While the present is slipping away from my hands,

Yet again,

I find myself,

Looking for thyself, from my own eyes,

Missing the surroundings completely,

Passion, desire, ambition are calling me,

While love and virtue calms me down,

In the conflict of now and then,

I am splitting into known and the unknown,

Yet again,

I am struggling 

with myself,

I am confining myself to the limitations of my thoughts,

While my desire is disappearing into the unknown,

Yet again,

I am lost,

To be found, and lost again,

While, I remain loyal to my desire,

I pursue happiness of a new kind,

Creating a bridge between now and then,

I am asked to chose between here and there, 

Yet again,

Looking into the future,

The old smiles at the new,

Calling me an obsessive compulsive,

Flirting with the new,

I kindle my emotions for a mute passion, with a blind faith,

Yet again,

With a closed mind,

I wake up,

From my unfinished dream,

With a desire to sleep and dream again,

Of a different time, 

Of a different place,

With happiness around me,

Where compassion surrounds me,

Yet again,

I dream again!

Melting in time

O! Shadow, O! Shadow,

Leave me alone,

I wish to be left alone,

I know, the choices I have,

Are; either to embrace,

The sun,

Look at it,

With my eyes wide open,

Or,

Confine myself,

In the depths of darkness,

With eyes wide shut,

O! Shadow, O! Shadow,

Come to me,

I need you back in my life,

I am on my way to be lost again,

My conscience calls your name,

Come and embrace me again,

Kiss me, hug me and hold me tight,

I am melting in time,

With all my might and ego,

I am losing myself to nothingness,

Becoming a memory, 

Like an old photograph hidden in the album,

Like a forgotten love song,

Like a poem to be unwritten,

Like a name to be removed,

Faded into memories, slowly and gradually,

O! Shadow, O! Shadow,

Don't leave me alone,

I am scared of being alone!

A Futile Offering

Lying on top of the world,

The sea bows down to my feet,

The sun kisses my face passionately,

I close my eyes and wish for a cloud to give me cover,

A shadow covers my face,

The vulture of time sits on my chest,

Eating my face slowly,

Feasting on my flesh and eyes,

I can't move,

Or scream,

I am lying there still,

Offering myself,

As a futile offering to the gods

Time Travel!

Confused and disgusted,

Noises in the front,

I sit deaf, dumb and blind,

Surrounded by,

People wearing masks of deceit,

Laughters by day, silence by night,

A show everyday,

A play each night,

Getting suffocated by the absence of emotions inside me,

The emptiness of the reality around me,

Why?

I ask, and my voice echoes from all sides,

Reminding me about,

Limitations of my thoughts, space and time,

Making me realise,

I am confined by my conscious,

Awakened by the coward inside me,

As time passes by in front of my eyes,

I become a witness to my theft,

Flying away in time, 

Leaving my place in a thought for the future.