Move on!

Have I ever been in love?

I found myself asking this,

While, I was flipping years in my memory,

I saw objects of compassion and a few steps of ladders,

Faced with misspelled names and mistaken identities.

The transition of nouns into pro-nouns,

Verbs into pro-verbs,

Defining a lot what I have witnessed and what I have forgotten,

The gains and losses I made over time,

All this is forcing, while

Yelling at me,

"Move on, move on!"

Lost and Not Found

I am looking a way to ditch my shadow,

So both of us can announce,

Departure from our existence,

We can both say,

We have,

Lost and not found each other.

A Mute Song of Happiness

In the suburbs of the heart,

Away from the graveyard of the past,

I walk through the memory lane,

Reaching to a place,

Where I can rest and gaze in the future,

Unfolding it in front of my eyes,

Moment to moment,

I become an audience to myself,

A spectator to my life,

Like an unfinished dream,

Crude and jarring,

Deep and calm,

Enigmatic and misunderstood,

Like a mute song of happiness.

A Pray to the Devil

O' Satan, O' Satan,

I seek your refuge,

As He abandoned me,

Left me alone,

Refused by all,

I am the lone survivor of time,

Deceived by the One,

I seek revenge for my humiliations,

My soul crave to avenge those,

Who caste me away,

Just because,

They all knew,

I was with Him,

Then why?

Get me out of this,

Depth of morality,

Help me conquer the heights of my ambitions,

For once,

I want to show them all,

I was innocent,

I was right,

Look, what I am now!

A symbol of desire,

An object of worship,

I have achieved what He designed me for,

I am the one, 

Now,

Prostrated by Baal everyday.

A Pray to the Lord

I see myself crumbling down,

Into million pieces,

Each one of me cries,

Help!

The Unthinkable

The horizon of my thoughts,
Are colored in rainbow,
Depicting multiple moods,
I can be played by,
The limitations of my imaginations,
Shows the true nature of my instincts,
In between, secluded in the corner of the center,
I am playing with,
The unthinkable.

Sinking Heart

Unaware of tomorrow,

Uncertain about today,

Indifferent to yesterday,

I have a desire to disappear into the unknown,

Nothing inspires me,

While silence surrounds me,

With slow dominating sounds of sanity in my mind,

I listen to the gradual diminishing whispers of conversations,

With myself,

As I try to keep afloat,

My sinking heart offers me a refuge,

Unable to distinguish between realities,

I walk among the rest,

With my head down and a smile on my face.

Optimistic!

Talking to my heart,

I was lost with words,

Happiness filled the air,

Sorrows disappeared,

I am pleasantly optimistic about tomorrow,

Like a child waiting to open his presents,

Excited,

I await anxiously.....

Recursive Selfishness

Ambitions of my dreams,

I saw them,

Being sold in the house of mirrors,

By someone unknown,

Why are they buying them?

I asked,

They are precious,

I was told,

Someone made them carefully,

Nobody knows who,

And why,

Why are they selling it?

I asked,

Whoever made them,

Abandoned them,

I was told,

I picked a few,

They looked just like mine,

So precious,

So simple,

I kept them,

In the safe hands of time,

Only to be stollen by my alter ego,

I looked around,

And saw everyone with the same face,

Same smiles,

Same grieves,

Same denials,

The recursive selfishness of them all,

Aroused my desire,

To be exclusive,

In the hall of mirrors, 

I only had my own reflection to cheat,

Infinitely!

Screams!

Diving into my ego,

I found the skeleton of my dreams, 

Wrapped up in lust,

Hidden behind petty desires,

I find solace in desolation,

What is left behind,

Are just ashes of time,

Scattered across my smile,

What is ahead, 

Holds the future from my sins,

My heart screams for help,

In the silence of my thoughts,

I praise the one I love,

And ask,

Let me go!, let me go!