Song of Sorrows

One by one,

Shedding tears in despair,

My smile getting stiff,

With no expressions of now and then,

I become rigged to what I see and hear,

Looking for someone to be blamed,

In and outside of my thoughts,

I close my eyes,

Shutting out my inspirations, 

Humming a song of sorrows,

Hanging on to hope, 

I wishper a story of tomorrow 

To myself, 

Reassuring a believe in,

What I can't see or hear,

A voice buried deep inside me,

Shouts at me,

Stop deceiving!

You are not leaving, 

You are not leaving, 

I open my eyes, 

Silencing the voices,

I see teardrops on the pillow,

I see raindrops on the window

Smiling on the similarity, 

Humming the song of sorrows,

I am hanging on.....